***It is very difficult for me to blog today… I think it is because I am having a hard time completing full thoughts. My brain jumps around from making favors to taking back Lucy’s library books on time, to what do I make for dinner? To what do I all need from the store again? It is a crazy place in this head of mine right now.***
The other night Cary and I were little wedding favor elves and we cranked out all but 19 of them.. that is only about 15-20 minutes of work and they will be done! We would have had them finished, but we ran out of a couple of our supplies so a trip to Hobby Lobby and another free night and we will have them all done! It is so much easier for me to work on stuff when all my shows pretty much finished up last week and nothing is on tv.. I am holding off on getting any new shows until the wedding is over then I will have to scout out my On Demand and catch up on whatever I missed! Any suggestions on a good show to pick up post wedding?
Today was a pretty good day, I woke up early to go into work for a few hours and it was slow so I wrapped all my groom's men gifts. I got home around 1:15 so I decided to go for a run then I made a little lunch for Cary and myself and then cleaned the entire basement. I need to get the house in order since we'll be having guests Thursday and Friday night this coming week.. It's hard to believe that in one week from right now I will be married... It feels like it was so far away and now it is almost here and I am so excited! :) I am also getting very nervous and having a little touch of cold feet.. it's so weird because I love Cary so much and I know he loves me, but I have these little doubts that pop up that are so silly, such as: "I hope I am pretty enough for Cary" "I hope he is still attracted to me if I get pregnant" "I wonder if we'll get tired of each other" yadda yadda ya.. i think it's normal to have little hesitation and when I think deeper about them I know that I am going to love him forever that I probably wont look my best pregnant but he'll love me any way and that we all ready get tired of each other at times and it's fine! We have such a strong friendship that I know we can make it through anything and such a strong love that i know we WILL make it through anything. He's my best friend and even though we haven't known each other that long he knows the real me better than anyone and he accepts me for the person that I am and I fully accept and love him for who he is. Ok so this paragraph turned into a little pregame pep talk, but it worked and I am feeling amped up for the big day and am ready to walk down that aisle!
I promise there will be more posts to come, but like I said my brain is swamped today!
-Lexi
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